Well I have officially failed at quitting smoking cold turkey… two days ago I had Andy buy me a pack and I have smoked two cigarettes each day for the last few days 
I feel awful… I feel like I have disappointed everyone including myself… it’s like I am torn I don’t want to smoke, but it’s such a part of my daily life, it’s so hard not too… It’s kind of like a comfort thing if I don’t have any I want them even more than if they are sitting right in front of me… I want to just not want them but right now I do…. grrrrr…. so for now I guess 2 a day is better than a pack a day, which is what I was smoking… so oh well I guess I will just keep trying..
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Thanks Auntie Val
Comment by flutterbyamber — July 7, 2009 @ 4:47 pm |
You’re doing a great job! better than I could do. I love and miss you sister and I’m proud at how strong willed you are.
Comment by teelow — July 8, 2009 @ 5:07 am |